Dapat kasi noon pa ako pumuntang Baguio. Pero sabi nila bukas na lang. >.<
And then ngayon… sa MONDAY na naman? Bastusan?
Well, excited ako… pero at least, longer time pa para makapiling ko pamilya ko. :)))
WTF, dude? Kung gusto ko ‘yung post mo, kusa ko ‘yong ila-like. DUHHHH?!?! :P
Pero kaninang umaga ansarap nung breakfast. BOOM! >:))) Nabusog ako.
Tas kaninang tanghali lechong manok. Naka-take three ako ng rice. >:D
Tas ngayon pancit canton with coke and mcflurry. Yum! Sa sobrang busog ko halos ‘di na ako makatayo. >:D
Ayan, nasimulan ko na pagda-diet ko. eh kelan kaya ako papayat? HAHAHAHA! :D
I’m a 15-year-old girl.
My life has never been secure and stable. I’ve always got everything to worry about. My grades, my allowance, my friends, my interest… but there was always this path that i wanted to take: Finish school, get a job, find romance, marry my Romeo, make my own family, be happy, retire, then die.
I’m so sick and tired of living this chaotic life of mine though. I want to actually LIVE. I want to wake up early morning, drive on a car just to see the sunrise. I want to travel the world. I want to walk along the sandy shores with a significant other. I wanna enjoy the thrill of night time with my friends. I want to think for myself. I want to have at least ONE sleepover in my whole life. I want to be allowed to hang out with my guy friends without having my parents think I’m going to do something liberal. I want to follow my heart for once, not my head.
I want my parents to trust and believe in me. I want to talk to a homeless person about his hardships. I want to help someone mend his broken heart. I want to lay down in the middle of the street and breathe in the night breeze. I want to cry in front of my parents without them telling me to grow up.
I feel like I was born to have adventures. At home, all I ever do is sleep, eat, listen to my mom’s nagging, and do whatever the hell my parents ask me to.
I’m about to leave for college very soon. There’s a saying, “There’s no place like home.” I have always believed in that. I know I won’t be able to manage myself really well when I start to live on my own, but part of me is saying I’ll be happy in the end.
I will feel homesick, but alas! I will be able to actually do what I wanna do. I feel like I will LIVE. I feel like I will learn to get away under my mom’s skirt.
Freedom, happiness, and success will have the same meaning in my life someday.
Until then, I can dream.
Malapit na akong umakyat sa Baguio. :(((\
I haven’t been paying much attention to the fact that I’ll be on my own soon until this morning. Nakahiga ako sa kwarto ko, bored as ever, nang ma-realize ko na ilang araw na lang, hindi na ako ‘dun matutulog.
Grabe. Ngayon lang talaga ako mahihiwalay sa pamilya ko. ‘Nung una, excited akong mag-college. Pero ngayong palapit na nang palapit ‘yung day ng pag-alis ko dito sa bahay. Ngayon, parang gusto ko nang mag-back out. :(
Sabi ng Papa ko hindi raw ako pwedeng umuwi kahit kelan ko gusto, dapat daw at most once a month lang ako kung umuwi. Pero tingin ko sa sobrang pagka-homesick ko, gugustuhin kong araw-araw umuwi.
Napapagalitan na nga ako dito sa bahay kasi ayoko pang mag-pack ng mga kailangan ko sa Baguio. Ang alam nila tinatamad ako, pero ‘yung totoo, ayoko pang maramdamang aalis na ako.
May pending movie pa nga na gusto naming panuorin ng pinsan ko. Pero feeling ko hindi na namin ‘yun mapapanuod before ako aakyat kasi magiging busy na ako. :((( Hindi ko pa din nagagawa ‘yung pinapagawa sa akin ng isang pinsan ko.
Feeling ko talaga hindi pa ako ready for Baguio. ‘Pag naaalala ko ‘yung mga kaibigan ko na asa Manila/Baguio na, I can’t help to wonder how they can manage without their relatives.
Eh ako kaya, kakayanin ko ba?
When I was a kid, I used to think Zeus throws his lightning bolt at humans when he’s angry. Kaya may kidlat. :)))
When I was a kid, I used to think giants play bowling. Kaya may kulog. :)))
When I was a kid, I used to have good imagination. :P
But now… I CAN’T EVEN THINK OF A GOOD STORY TO WRITE! >:(((
Minsan may nagustuhan akong sapatos, ang gara sa paa pero nung sinukat ko na siya masakit sa paa, masikip. Sabi sakin ng matandang nasa likuran, “Pinipilit mo kasi ang sarili mo sa isang bagay na hindi para sa iyo kaya ka NASASAKTAN.”
‘yung feeling na antagal-tagal mo nang naghahanap ng Tumblr Theme para sa blog mo…
pero hanggang ngayon wala ka pang nahahanap na maganda. >:((( >.<
KAINIS LANG EH.